Wednesday, April 21, 2010
sometimes u just gotta act like you don't care
but its hard to not care.
what haven't i been through.
good bad experiences at such a young age of 19.
everyone should get their knees down on me.
that i'm still standing strong here.
i might look like as if i've collapsed.
but i'm not collapsing and i won't.
because everytime when something bad happens, something good happens too.
thats how lucky i am.
when i thought that my life is going all dark, there will be a star there for me.
pointing me the right way to go.
thanks star. thanks a billion times.
and i'm also very lucky to have more true friends than others.
and i really owe my true friends something.
but i dont know what else can i give them, other than being true to them.
just like how they are true towards me.
what we could have been, 9:42 AM.
Friday, April 16, 2010
i hate liars,
you can tell me the truth, its not like i mind anyways.
its not like i would ask "can i come?"
i'm never those self-invite person.
i hate you for giving so many different excuses and pretending to be nice and innocent.
its really getting on my nerves.
what kind of friend is this.
good on you, don't ever let me catch you lying again.
if not, i really would 'tek bao nei' because its really really not what a friend should do.
lying through your teeth and your ugly bracers. have fun my friend.
uni starting in 2 days.
thats really really soon and i'm not prepared to go to school and listen to boring lectures.
firstly, i must get back to my normal sleeping time.
what we could have been, 4:38 PM.
Friday, April 09, 2010
oh my bloody god, where is christina's letter?!
its friday today, and i haven't received her letter.
eeeeeeeee, its like my excitement of the week but there is no letter, so no excitement.
thanks jacq for what she said on my tagboard.
i love it, thanks so much.
you make me feel bigger than a tori.
still sleeping at 4am although the net is fucked up.
because i got my ways of stealing others' dramas!
ooh i love watching dramas, super potato couch!
then parents will nag nag nag say," why u don't go study, go do up your allowance and loan and shit like that, only know how to sleep in the day and go out at night"
bla bla bla
omg i'm so irritated by their nagginess.
OH MAN! my car died yesterday, right before i need to go foam party.
luckily me and shelly were at meadowlands, and she got her car.
phew if not i don't know how we can go foam.
but it was pretty dry, like how ida had to leave early for her bf and then eunice's dad had to pick her up because she lives at north shore.
i actually think that eunice is pretty cool because she likes bigbang, 2pm and taeyung! haha
she watches korean dramas too, maybe i can take some korean dramas off her next time.
she's a nurse-to-be. cute cute korean girl.
why must my car die on a weekend when i'm so freaking bored. hahaha so freaking feel like dying. because holidays already very boring.. and somemore have to be even more bored.
fuking anna took my hard drive and i got nothing to watch.diuu.
what we could have been, 5:42 PM.
Saturday, April 03, 2010
i realise that my opi-mad as a hatter, cannot be applied onto long nails.
because it looks fugly.
i need to trim my nails to be short and repaint mad as a hatter for foam party!
use my shiny nails to attract some hot guys. ahahaha
been sleeping on an average of 5am every night since 5days ago.
ahaha can't really sleep early now, that i got nothing to do and my net lags like shit.
don't know why my net suddenly fucks up again. zzz.
just finished watching love on the rocks.
don't get the ending! hate movies when their endings are like "huh?wtf?"
charlene choi is so cute when she was holding the cigar and walks into the boutique.
my favourite scene.
omg donnie yen looks so funny in that movie, oh yes, i need to wikipedia him now that i remember.
no wonder he has an american accent- he lived in boston!!
good because i hate jet li and jackie chan- they sucks hardcore and became hollywood pffts.
eww gross.
watched clash of the titans 3D too.
ahaha so happy because only paid $12.50(child ticket)
wow that guy thinks that a 18 year old girl is a child- i like.
but, i don't like the ending because its random and stupid.
AND!
must remind dork to save up money to eat Forlino's @ Fullerton with me if i go back to sgp!!
ahahaha or someone rich just have to eat that with me. it's my sgp must-do!
my skin is pretty fuked up from the foundation everyday.
need to put my kose black mask tomorrow before i can't be an air stewardess.
i don't like tonight.
because its gonna be another talk of the night- and i don't know anything that happened.
and i'm gonna feel left out again.
sighs..
wanted to confront you last night, but i couldn't be stuffed, since you did it on purpose.. it was your intention i guess. what can i do.
but if i really couldn't stand it anymore, i think i'll find you straight in the face and give u tight slap.
sometimes i don't even know what are you thinking of.
you just is so nice in front of me, and is such an asshole in front of me.
what a nice one.
yes maybe i should go cut my hair and find my own happy ending soon.
what we could have been, 10:49 PM.
